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Insatiable?
2022-11-01 10:01:56 (UTC)

Stabilizer Guy Pt 3

Well I have to say, I had the sexiest thing happen to me last night online, the sexiest thing I think I have ever had a man do for me in my entire life.

He had told me around midday he was tired and had something for me he made that morning, but just teased and said Id have to wait to find out.

We talked on voice chat quite a bit, and video chat, he went with me on cam to my family historic sites, Im walking thru a cornfield in the middle of nowhere to some war veteran graves of my ancestors, and this guy just loves all this stuff and sharing it with me. He sends me songs on command when I ask him for something, he is so quick with a song that matches a mood for me to play. Broadened my musical tastes, we enjoy sharing music back and forth all thru the day.

As evening got closer, I sent him a pic of me in a blank tank top and leopard panties and sucking on a Tootsie Pop

He enjoyed those as I knew he was going to watch a zombie movie with his teenage son, so he came back to find those pics

I ended up sending pics to him and hubby. Trying to involve hubby, he noticed yesterday Im hardly calling him this trip and asked me if I was okay. Ive hardly spoke to him this trip and that this was the most I had called him.

Yeah, its true, I want to feel wanted, pursued, desired, and it gets old chasing. So now someone thinks the way I am is amazing and a turn on and takes the reigns in verbal speech in such an amazing manner, how can I not eat it up. I think its just feeling those parts of myself I havent felt in over 20 yrs or so. Husband did get aroused by my pics, but was having trouble how to run with it, and I gave him some tips , send me pics of his arms, his assets, or say something sexy back and then he began to type about fucking me from behind in the shower..

It just stayed on text and Im like forget that and called him,,,, but it didnt go anywhere, it stopped, I didnt urge it but I did lean in with my low cut top, he told me several times how beautiful I am, but we ended up calling it a night. So didnt go anywhere, and guess who was happily waiting for me online?

And he had a gift for me, and gave me a link to a 4 min video of him.

I Fucking Died! I was so out of breath and in awe watching it, I mean who is this guy? This christian married guy whos not had many partners and been married forever and in a wierd marriage. He has to be the most thoughtful, passionate, kind hearted , confident speaking man Ive ever chatted with online and via voice. He has this way of talking that he doesnt have to say anything really dirty, no vulgar or swear words. He doesnt make me feel dirty, I mean there is good dirty, and sometimes I think hes not going to be wild enough for me, but he proves me wrong, its just the confidence/dominance way of speaking he uses, Its such a turn on.

His voice gets me hot, in the video he isnt wearing a shirt and hes really muscular, so my view is his large chest and arms, his skin is beautiful, his hair, he has scruff on his face which I love. And he is sitting there in bed talking to me about the pics or clips Ive sent him. No nudes, except a breast teaser, otherwise just skimpy underwear and tank tops, but he has heard me orgasm on audio bits many times. So he is sitting there, touching himself(that part isnt visible but you know by the arm motion) and telling me he is going to look at all my pics and have some fun. Then one by one he looks at my pic, describes my hair, my lips, my panties (which the red ones really set him off, he loved them!) I also didnt realize what a foot and leg man he is, I didnt set out to show him those parts of me and took a pic of a butt plug I was holding against my thigh, camera pointed downward, asking him "Do you know what this is?" and he did, but also reflected back on the view of my legs and my feet, and got more worked up. Telling me how sexy I am, and hes edging himself and wow, then he stops and talks to me again about the third pic and seeing my legs and me holding a toy between them.

But hes so flipping pure and sexual all at once and its beautiful, I was so touched, out of breath and turned on by this, where do I hide this video to keep? Its incredible. sighhhhh

He ends up cumming at the end, grunting, and just terribly hot and sexy, I went to sleep with it playing low on a loop and woke up to him looking at me talking in the video. I tease him all the time and tell him how good he is at this, he has to have experience, some hot guy escort manual with tips and tricks, read a book? What, the way he talks is so arousing. He says its just so easy with me, and that he now knows what I like, he asks lots of questions and he broke it down for me.
He said

"I'll tell you
1. You are very visual
so seeing me with my shirt off
seeing what I'm doing is fun for you
2. the Audio...you like to hear what is happening and how I'm feeling
3. I want you to feel sexy and you excite me so I wanted you to know I was looking at you
I put maybe 30 seconds into thinking about it beforehand
and just went with it
so I knew the direction I wanted to go and just kind of made it up as I went with the words
and as I looked at the pictures/videos
I have no idea what I'm going to do next
but I'm sure something will come to me
eventually


but like I said, you make it easy
I can see that stuff for you
and its stuff I think is fun anyway
so its easy
I think other people are less open and free
I don't think I have allowed myself to
at least in a long time"


He made me a good nite audio clip I can play on my own. Which I said would be a nice thing, but once again where do I put these links for safekeeping?

Also how do I transition out of this when I go home to my spouse? Its going to mess with my head, I know myself, I normally return home from my trips so sexually wound up and right now Im not in that zone as Im being taken care of regularly by him. And hes so kind, nice and thoughtful which makes it even harder, my husband is a little rough around the edges, to this level of kindness just feeds my spirit you know? I called husband during the wk to call in something for me to pick up and he just got all agitated, we had hardly spoken much and then when we did, it just wasnt soft and didnt feel good and was jarring to me, and how positive, uplifting, encouraging this guy is to me, but just so so kind hearted, and Maybe thats why this is feeling difficult for me, in the sense of going home, I told him Ill probably cry during sex with husband, and he wont know why and I need a way to explain that, because Ill be comparing him to how nice this guy is, talks, and treats me in our convos,




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