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2022-10-31 22:49:18 (UTC)

he was so pissed

I noticed I have said 'he was so pissed' several times in this diary, Mike is not an angry person at all. When all this happened, he got angry mostly at the doctor, he was so pissed, I had never seen him that mad before, at the time I felt it was misplaced anger, he was mad at me, but took it out on everyone else (but the 1 person who deserved it) He wanted to pretty much hang the doctor's office manager, even though I told him this was all on me, he was misplacing his anger. So, it's no wonder why when I got out of rehab I thought things would be fine between us, there was no anger at me (in my mind, he was just pissed at everyone else).

He has a lot of anger toward me, rightly so, I was honestly just hoping he would fall for my cuteness and all would be forgiven. I will give him all the space he needs

I will just wake up every day and continue what I am supposed to do, wake up grateful, pray and meditate. One day I'm going to add exercise, yeah right I got jokes. I will go to work and just pray that this all works out according to His will


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