Lilac lavendar2

Starting over
2022-10-30 02:08:50 (UTC)


I ended up babysitting for 3 kids and a big ass pit bull. I will make $40 for 2 hours which is exactly my copay for Wednesday 's appointment. So as much as I didn't want to do it I couldn't really say no.

Easy money, I got here and pretty much put them to bed so the only down side is going to be driving home. I hate driving at night. Now no one is there to know I made it home safely and that just makes me sad, oops not allowed today

Well I did treat myself to a pumpkin spice shake. 1st one of the year. It wasn't even that good and now my stomach hurts bad. I am pretty sure I am lactose intolerant but I keep drinking a shake every once in awhile to see and yeah I always gets a stomach ache. Someday I will learn the lesson there...told you I'm a slow learner

Nothing else to really write about. Life is pretty boring right now. We still aren't talking. We text apparently that's how we deal with stuff, but he does love me, just needs some time to deal with all this and doesn't want me to give up on if