Lilac lavendar2

And I think to myself....

Why not just go get some pills??? They warned us not to leave rehab thinking that we could use the same dosage because now you aren't used to it. You will overdose. Plus if you are buying them with all the fetonal that's out there you just never know.

What my sick brain heard "if you take some now, you will be able to get high again"

I mean who the fuck would know right?

Who the fuck really cares??

Why wouldn't I want to feel better right now???

But I won't, I dont even want to.

It was just a thought...a bad one...but I didn't act on it

One thing they taught us well in rehab is no instant gratification

So I have learned something Mike