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2022-10-28 10:37:08 (UTC)

so, didn't sleep

I believe I mentioned before that he won't talk to me because he can't resist me, he seriously can't (like I can him?) Anyways, I asked him if I could just come and lay down with him, not trying to manipulate him into making love or anything like that. It was my anxieties are high and I just didn't want to be alone. He said sure but he wasn't going to be manipulated into anything else. While we were laying there, he was cuddling me until I kept pushing my manipulating ass up against him, he turned over so I could cuddle him. Then I asked him if he was really leaving tomorrow (just seemed so soon) and what if this was our last night together...because sometimes people who split up or take a break don't get back together,

what if?

well we ended up somehow with him holding me again, then he started touching me all over, then next thing you know my whole manipulative plan worked. Just kidding, I wasn't manipulating anything. I honestly went in there just to not be alone, but I wasn't going to stop anything should it start (which it did, oh yeah, it did) not going to post about it, oh but it will be remembered forever

there was a poem I read once:

I can only describe
our separation as

Our connection
comes around
once in a lifetime
and we lost it

Still, there's a
minuscule flame
within that believes
it's not the end
just yet

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