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2022-10-22 11:39:29 (UTC)

Dear Mike,

Thank you, thank you thank you thank you, for a million reasons. You came into my life at the most perfect time, you made me confident, sexy, you made me feel ALIVE and oh so loved. You were there for me a million times going through issues with Chad freaking out on the hospice meds. I remember you being scared but so brave regarding Chad, that was so scary, and you handled it like a champ (all while going through your own health issues), hence the name Superman. You held me up and never left my side during Chad's last 2 weeks and the next couple years after his death. I was so broken I'm not sure if I thanked you, so thank you.

You came into my life to save me and that's exactly what you did. Honestly I probably wouldn't have went into that 2nd rehab if I knew you were going to leave me anyways, I don't know, but that 2nd rehab was what I needed so I thank you for sending me off with a night to remember forever.

I just wanted you to know that even though I was 'numbing' the pain, I could still feel your love. I just wanted you to know that. Like I told you, you were the best chapter of my life. I am sad that our story is over, but all these last 9 years were not fake. I don't want you to feel like you weren't enough, meaning my feelings for you weren't enough for me to stop taking norco. You were more than enough, I always told you I didn't deserve you. Thank you for saving me from myself. You will always be my favorite love story <3

and just throwing this out there.....I don't see anything wrong with having sex (wouldn't have to be making love) while until I can move out, oh hell I'm down for even visits haha just throwing that out there, because you were THE BEST LOVER I ever had