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Have to look for a new place

This is all too much all I want to do is just sleep, 45.31 days norco free. I did offer to let him leave and me and Kim would be able to swing it but he wants to stay. Which is fine I said I would leave

But honestly I never thought he would let me

Places are high, the doctors office still hasn't called me back, nor has my therapist...ugh

The thought of moving sucks and stresses me the fuck out. Deep breath in deep breath out

This too shall pass, over the last 6 weeks I have done so many things I wouldn't do

I am proud of myself, but I am so tired right now I'm going to bed right after work

Had a hard time sleeping last night