October 2nd, 2022
My last free day before I entered into my second rehab, my mind was still a little messy, but I felt great. Mike and I had issues, but I believed we worked them out, he went to church without me, then went and met some guy for something (well I don't think they actually ended up meeting), then he went to bible study, pretty much felt like he avoided me all day and that really sucked, I mean really just broke my heart. I didn't go because since I left rehab last Saturday night, we didn't tell anyone I was home because the plan was for me to check in Monday, but God had other plans, so I was delayed a week. Anyways, when Mike was due to be home, I put on some slip/sexy thing, attempting to be all sexy. Well, it worked because the way he made love to me, I can't explain....but it was definitely something to go to rehab for, to save my marriage. I fell asleep next to my cuddly bear very excited about the future.