Lilac lavendar2

September 8th 2022

This day I don't remember I couldn't stop crying could barely breathe. I called in sick Mike was pissed. He was pissed because I did this to myself so I should go in. I could work through withdrawals I had them all the time my body was used to it. I panic attacks of being exposed were scary. I seriously couldn't breathe.

still didn't talk