2022-10-17 14:15:08 (UTC)
Take Me - Røar
I always seem to be at odds with the physical and personal aspects of myself.
Waging war. Like we’re not in the same boat. Like I am not myself, meant to be my ally, even in the worst of times.
Why do I oppose myself? For being myself? Why do I judge myself solely based on my appearance, something I can’t control? Why do I make myself feel uncomfortable eating or talking in front of people? Why do I make myself think there is spotlight on anyone at all?
I’m tired. Even on vacation I can feel like this. Strange and exhausting to think about. I’m gonna go lose myself in a fictional world where there are happier people.