PatriotDev

Never Broken
2022-10-17 14:50:42 (UTC)

Inspections and, my heart wasn’t in it….

This morning, when I was praying, I had a thought not long after starting my prayers. It was about a bill I must pay and the fact that I have no idea how I’m going to pay it. It so completely wrecked my state of mind that I was saying the words, but my mind and heart was not on my prayers. I feel called to redo my prayers for this reason. At least the rosary, anyway.

We have inspections tomorrow and Wednesday. This is where they come in and check the appliances and flooring to make sure everything works right and is in good condition. I am doubly nervous about this because I stupidly let S pull up the carpet in her bedroom. I did this because she has a health condition and is very sensitive to chemicals and she can’t be around carpet because of the chemicals used in the process of dying it, etc. I know we can put the carpet back down when we leave, so I’m not worried about that. I’m just worried about how they are going to react when they see the carpet is temporarily removed.

S just told me something remarkable and I feel called to share. This is particularly important for P, my friend. We all feel like we are in a dark hole from time to time. When this happens, you haven’t been buried, you’ve been planted.

Dev




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