PatriotDev

Pain and Worry.

My pain is quite extreme this night. I just got done doing nothing over much. I spent three hours on the phone with a friend in an abusive situation. I can’t help her and this saddens me, for it is my natural desire to be a rescuer.

I am also worried that the lady who is supposed to buy Finn will change her mind. She did contact me and asked me about a crate for him, if I had one, but I didn’t see the message for three hours and since replying, she has not responded. I am probably being paranoid.

My paranoia is high today. I had a recent friendship go tits up and a few days later, was contacted by another friend who I had an issue with at one time. It was no one’s fault and we worked it out, but I haven’t heard from her in months. Now, all of a sudden, she’s contacting me. She hasn’t said one word about my former friend, but I wonder if they are in communication. Paranoia? Probably. I’ve nothing to justify my feelings.

Dev