someoneprobablydelusionallol

Long time no see

Ayoooo I’m back again after 5 months lolz, anyway my life’s falling apart I’m afraid of what I’ve became. The worst thingy that happend lately is that I’m uh no longer friends with s. yea I’m not telling her real name so my ex best friend will be just s. here and the way our friendship ended was beyond morbid.. first of all she started to ignore me and kinda replaced me with another friend of mine (o.) and hers and I just told my other friend (a. I feel like I’m gonna write a whole entry about my relationship with that mf lol) aaaannndddd he “convinced” me to end this (it was the biggest mistake I’ve made lately fr) and now that bitch s. won’t let go and constantly keeps laughing/staring at me it’s so fucking annoying and now my class is also pissing me off, they keep making fun of me I’ll describe these situations in next entries omfg.. I’m in class rn and like a few secs ago i was holding back from crying and yea I’m not feeling good today, mentally and that cocksucker (a.) only makes me jealous instead of idc talk w me like normal ppl do he just makes “fun” of us and me (Ikr he’s just joking but it rly hurts sometimes I was holding tears mostly cause of him :)) and yeesahh my class hates me, the person that I trusted for 2 years hates me, the person I love(d?) and “loves” me (bruh I know I’m just a placeholder) only makes me mad then wonders why I’m pissed at him lmao my life’s a mess but I’m now going to describe situations that happend in class and almost made me cry looooooolllllllll

Ｌｏｌｚthey are even making fun of me now when the teacher is meters away omg why me WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY

-V̶̝̐̀͟͟͝o҉̢̡̲͇̌͗̀͢͝i҉̧̯̤̙͔̑ͧ̅̔ͦ́͜͟͢͝͠d҉̴̷̧̢̛̖͔̤ͯ̔̑̄͢͟͡͠ i҉̧̯̤̙͔̑ͧ̅̔ͦ́͜͟͢͝͠s҉̝̭̦͚̑ͯ̌͡ o҉̢̡̲͇̌͗̀͢͝f҉̴̥͎̰̰̒͌͛͐ͧ̕͜͝͡͞f҉̴̥͎̰̰̒͌͛͐ͧ̕͜͝͡͞l̶҉̰͚͖͕̍̈́̅͗̏̇͢͜͜͝i҉̧̯̤̙͔̑ͧ̅̔ͦ́͜͟͢͝͠m̴̵҉̸̲̗̰̼͗͌̃̇͟͟͟͠͞͠e̵̡̫̫͍͕̎ͭ̐͟͟͝͞ (D҉̣͍̓̎͗͜͜Y̵̡̬͖̠̋ͫ̌ͤ̚͞͞I҉̡̯̺̜̅́͋̃͢͜N̵҉̾͟͞͡G̸҉̜̜̱̄ͩ͆͜͝͞)--