La Flaca

Las Tortugas y Yo
2022-10-01 03:36:46 (UTC)

Will get a second chance tomorrow

Today am afraid to recognize I was a terrible grouchy mom. Yes am human, but ironically when I need to be alone and my sugar has my humor at its worst, seems that my little girl some how interprets this in the oposite mater and want all my atention to herself, so as hard as I try to let her know I need to be alone she makes me letters and drawings and she needs me to let her know how beautiful they are and how much I love her. I do tell her but I also want to scream at her and tell her to get out. (Of corsé I don't) but a part of me aches because she senses my irritability and try's to make me feel better again and again. How do I make her understand that her mom needs time to feel better and this means no noise or asking never ending questions, finally comming into my bed room She wanted yet again to sleep in my bed, I snap at her and felt terrible when she went to her bed and covered herself all the way up with her blankets. Yes I felt guilty and went over to fix her up put her head on the pillow slowly fixed her dented legs and kissed her good night.
Days like these make me feel frustrated and mad at myself, I know I shud not feel this way and that my body not having a normal day doing what it supossed to. But I can't help to cry and try to be a little more loving on those around me, I only wish they could understand how awful I feel sometimes and that all I need is piece and quiet.
Any how the good thing about bad days is that they always come to an end and theres a new beggining tomorrow.
Good night!




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