2022-09-29 08:07:24 (UTC)
It feels great outside, cold as a mug, but that kind of weather, along with the darkness this morning was nice.
I could go without school lights trying to blind me. I feel like they make my eye bags even worse.
Today I feel like dying. Today would be a good day for that. I feel like I look terrible. I feel like I speak terribly. I feel like I dress terribly. I feel like I use my time terribly. I feel very tired.
But I also don’t care how other people may see me since in the end, I don’t know them, and they don’t know me.
I’ll just read until it’s all over.
Also not eating for a while unless it’s offered to me because we don’t have anything I want to consume at home (without effort).