2022-09-23 20:50:50 (UTC)
I kinda cringe rly hard at fangirling/fanboying. It’s just kinda:…eh. Like for the PPL, INTENSELY, rather than the stuff they make or the energy they give off. Personally, I couldn’t let myself say the kinda stuff I see ppl say abt another person. Even the ‘omg he’s so hot’ in the community I’m in (and most of the time it’s just a bunch of playful sussiness, it’s a thing in their commune) I can’t rly get myself to say that sort of stuff.
I guess all I’m trying to say is, I’m extremely reserved (no I’m actually just shy or something, whatever) and internally I’m saying all of those things and worse 🤞😋
It will soon be my time (I can’t be sayin that stuff at 15 man!! Well actually…this is the prime time to do so🤭)