Up All Night
I've been talking to a guy that's from Nigeria. I've talked to him over the phone and by video. He seems really nice.
I'm not sure I have the energy for a relationship. It takes all my time and energy taking care of myself. The schizophrenia makes me feel so darn tired all of the time. It takes everything I have in me to get through each day. I take it one day at a time. I'm not sure there is room in my life for a man. It usually makes me feel like I'm babysitting having to include a man in my day to day activities.