TM49

My History Of Familial Incest
2022-08-31 15:12:12 (UTC)

My Week So Far

We are closed today. (Well my office is) some inter-person meeting to which I'm not invited. Good, I didn't want to go anyways lol. My mood is mixed of late.
Talked briefly to some guy I used to know years ago. He just disappeared out of my life. Suffice it to say I'm not putting out the warm and friendlies. I already got burned once this year already with a blast from the past, so not doing that again. Tells me he fell "in love" (back when he disappeared) and that it was over.
This is my sticking point. We had connected, there was chemistry and he was interested. Yet he found someone else. I want to ask what happened because that is my nature but I won't. For me it's over, I have no thoughts of him anymore and we were still in the "getting to know you" stage when he left. In other words, what made the other woman more valuable in his eyes? The question isn't driving me crazy, but I wish I wasn't even thinking it at all. Even if I were to ask would the answer be satisfactory? Probably not.
I think...soon enough now that menopause has come.....this shit won't matter to me anymore right? I can be one of those women who is without children, focuses on a career and has a dog or several cats and my hobbies. Since I don't have friends I can be the eccentric type that keeps long hair and people start rumors about. If thats the case, I should also go against my nature and sleep with some 18 year old neighborhood boy and really make it interesting! :D:D:D:D
-TM




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