Tati

Not hungry

I’m not hungry but I want to eat.
I just be addicted.
Habits like eating out of boredom or eating to be preoccupied or eating due to emotion or in replacement of emotion.
I don’t want to eat for no reason. It never tastes good when it’s for no reason. And it doesn’t solve the original problem.
I just want to feel something right now.
I’d go to their room but he’d just get mad.
I don’t wanna stay in her room.

Even as I sit here on my bed, staining at my desk chair as the morning light gets brighter, it doesn’t feel real enough. I don’t feel too good right now. Maybe it’s hormones. Even if it is, I don’t want to feel this way at all.