2022-07-30 19:59:23 (UTC)
CHRISSY WAKE UP
-me talking to my happiness and contentedness that is hiding.
I DONT FEEL GOOD RIGHT NOW AND I DOTN KNOW WHY. ITS JUST SO. BAD. PLAIN BAD.
-my stomach feels weird
-I’m uncomfortably greasy even though I showered and washed my hands multiple times today
-my headphones are too dilapidated
-my playlists aren’t vibey enough
-my singing isn’t satisfactory
-I don’t feel like dancing with wild abandon
-I’m too warm yet too cold
-my neck is gonna keep feeling strained
-I’m not hungry
-I’m not thirsty
-I want something but I don’t want anything
-I want to do soemthing but I don’t want to do anything (effortwise)
-I feel so tired and heavy yet I don’t want anything to do with sleeping or staying sedentary right now.
So so so uncomfortable