Tati

i dont see the appeal and i cant articulate the appeal

but i feel the appeal, or the desire

"i really want to be that skinny"

why? i dont know. i just do, on occasion. at other times i wish i had thick thighs because im a thigh person but that has nothing to do with anything and neither does the original statement.
im fine with my body. im absolutely fine with it. no reason not to be, at this age. this age where there's nothing i can do to change it anyway, might as well be comfortable in it because i'll be stuck with the same look for the next like 3-5 years, ughh