AnnieKee99

Heroine
2022-07-25 08:54:05 (UTC)

A Strong Voice

Thank you to the Writer of "Harassment Techniques"

I just woke from a terrible vivid dream, 3:35 am. It was a mix between Berlin and Florida. An Angelica Houston movie and Blair's Just cause. The trees were covered in sparkling mold. They smelled sweet, so sweet it was what woke me. At the end of the dream I was trying to turn The Abandoned Temple, into a grocery store. The look knitted on my face was one of fear and dismay. It did not match me in structure at all. I gazed out over the fluffy Austrian fog and awoke terrified. 3 months of Monday or Meeting day sleep deprivation.

I have been strong these past few "Sets". Profiles, anchoring, street theatre all in high use. It also doesnt help that my place smells like a dirty sweat sock all day, so I opened a window this weekend and now I have fruit flies. Would you like a nightcap of extreme paranoia? Somatic and Emotional burdens. Every sense blunted, every day. While some legit illiterate bit#% reminds you that you are starter competition and have worked yourself to mental exhaustion.

Its so sad. Schools and Healthcare used to be made up of people dedicated to improvement, obligated to help. Instead those are the sickest most twisted people---intellectually informed but not emotionally mature. Do you have a purpose in life? can you tell the truth about it? I'm sorry if my clear-headed logic abandons you but I have waited a long time. It's not about comparing things you know you took. It is unfortunate that you will always fear the worthy. With that in mind, I have cleared myself to be myself.

Who wants to care about corn tubes, motion sensors, and sound campaigns? F* the bitcoin, this is an American Ideal with its tax dollar destroying innocent lives. Then if I admit, i said that to turn a phrase "For All have sinned and come short of the glory of God Romans 3: 23" I don't think I am innocent, I don't think people who look and behave like obvious criminals are innocent (ie consent and stay off the drugs), I am not a fan of whiny crybaby "peoples" who think America is 'sposed to forgive them for decimating continents and peninsulas just to end up here angsty, clumsy, and dangerously immature.

My noise . All day. Its gaslighting, mirror swapping, subvertive kinetics, baby funks to be damned and every ache possible in cycles. I yell or get moody or sullen
If I suggest property destruction
Or say smaxk the sh## out you standing...I just want a curtain (7/31).
I can see that terrible recoil
Not as though adults have interacted and my needs are being considered, but instead its a pooling of my fears. My voice splits the ear like thunder, and I have to wait for a connective audience to PLAY scared. Like John Cusack at the end of Cell. Jostled and trapped by mindless zombies. Those leaves, those train tracks with my kid, EXACTLY the nightmare that brought me here.
#years #wors-king #bandits4life
#scared2sayitsracial #couldyouwashelsewhere




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