Gone mental

Notes from my Black
2022-07-21 01:48:38 (UTC)


I actually don’t like it when people say they gave 110%. This isn’t like that though. My Kickstarter campaign, after not even 12 hours, has almost hit 300% funded. I’m humbled. Even without my sister’s amazing huge contribution, I’m 100% funded. So yeah, that was the inferno bright spot of the day.

The black hole is my relationship. I really don’t want to talk much about it right now. It’s just not good. I don’t feel like she’s stable and she’s prone to rest lashing out at me. Today especially, you’d think she’d give me some slack or something. She’s like that cold ass teacher you had that just fn hated you. There is always something not good about what I do. Although when I messed up the new dryer today, she wasn’t mad at all. I fixed it… but still. I did break it. She of course was talking to me when I dropped the screw plate inside of it while reversing the door. I had to take it apart to get the plate. She half blamed herself. Same thing happened when I gut my fingers.

I thought I wasn’t going to talk about it…