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2022-07-15 00:30:45 (UTC)
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It feels dangerous, in a way, to dimply let myself eat as much as I want whenever I want. I end up being self conscious about the amount of items I eat in a day anyway, despite knowing that its not only caused by me liking food but also by hormones and growing and idk maybe sugar addiction.

I cant help but feel bad for not doing damage control on myself but what difference would it make, if I were to limit myself? Maybe body changes? If I limit myself to 3 food items, what would happen? If I choose one drink type to allow myself to drink tomorrow, what difference does it make? Nothing I care that much about. It might help this self conscious thing. Maybe. Idk. I dont wanna waste time.

Im tired