Tati

Debauched

I mean., lmao🙂

live for the absolutely abysmal crap and weirdly interesting things I’ve been meaning to do

Then fall into a heap of sadness and unmotivated blur of my life

—Crash, as this sort of mentality can only take me so far before I revert into a desolate husk called a body

The only way I can explain this is, I’m hanging onto anything to keep me from doing absolutely nothing. I’ll let myself do the dumbest of things if it means I feel something, because that’s better than the absence of any feeling which will lead to me lying in bed doing nothing, not even the useless things

😭 my vocabulary is SHRINKK ING