Tati

no and i hate it because

it reminds me of older times, past memories, sections of my life (short as it may be)

how can a video, a person, remind me of my elementary years? of bright memories, faded but clear in feeling
or of times when i was on the way home from my grandparents house, sad, but experiencing the post-social event (not bad) emotions from a family gathering

maybe its because im awake during the day, morning specific, for once in a while