The Life Of Scar Girl

The Life Of Scar Girl
2022-06-27 18:35:11 (UTC)

Didnt sleep well and i dont want to go.

I didnt sleep well at all last night.
Because my right toe/leg was bothering me so badly. I think i might have either nerve damage or poor circulation in my right toe. Or who knows maybe both. My right toe has been bothering for a while. And even with walking around the house just a tiny bit more. My toes still bothers me. I constantly have to I guess you could describe it as bending my toe up and down so that way it doesnt fall asleep or starts tingling.

When i come home from therapy i am coming home and passing out for as long ss I can. Im hoping maybe the therapy will help me sleep better. Im getting ready to chop my right toe off though. I cant stand this constant feeling of having to move my toe up and down especially worse when im trying to sleep. It still bothers me when I'm moving to. So I dont know.. My left leg doesn't seem to be going down in size. But its also not getting any bigger then it is so i guess that's good but i still want it looked at.

I'm just so tired.
I guess if i do end up having to get an MRI for my brain maybe it will tell me if my bood is circulating like normal. I also got my test results from heart monitor that i had to wear all the way back on March lol..... The cardiologist told me it took two weeks at most to get the readings back lol.. Man everything is on back now a days. I have no idea what any of the terminology means. But from what I gathered BPM is beats per minute. Thats all I could understand lol.

It didnt seem like anything serious from the graph sent in my test results. But i don't dont know if the cardiologist is going to do a follow up or not... Becuase it did say that i should wear a heart monitor every 4-6 months... Soon... I hope i dont have to wear that damn thing again lol. That's what is "recommended" anyways.

But oh well...
Im off to therapy soon.
All though id rather be sleeping. =




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