Gone mental

Notes from my Black
2022-06-25 16:46:08 (UTC)

it is obviously me

I don't get nearly as whoa is me as I used to...

Today, right now, I want to get mad, throw shit and let myself just be angry. I need one of those rooms where I can go break stuff.

I'm not handling my situation well right now.

I asked my daughter to help cut melon. She is far far to busy "cleaning her room"- which needs it. Her shit is all over the house. Secretly I am excited for her to move out. I need space, and I need her gone. Cutting melon- 15 minutes. I told her if she doesn't help, to not eat it. Probably not the best fatherly moment... but fuck. I NEED HELP. yes someone else could help, but she is allergic to the melon. She has reactions to just the smell. It doesn't seem right to ask her to do it. Although she bought two of the melons after my hand incident.

IDK... I'm not happy. She did at least put dishes in the dishwasher... and griped at me when I started to put them away...




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