Yeah, I spiraled. Now, I'm getting my head straight.
Soda water at bars, unless I'm with a chaperone, then low-carb drinks only.
Back to paleo instead of vegetarian, on which I gained weight.
Cleaned the house. Did the dishes. It was mostly clean before, but there were some things like the sheets needing to be washed post-Sagittarius. I washed him right out of my bed.
Did laundry. All hung up.
Gonna get my head straight. Going to get me some gentleness. Going to get me some more of the good touch, only. Eventually, I'd like someone to go down on me.