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Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
2022-06-07 19:22:25 (UTC)

Some Come, Some Go ❤️

I learned the hard way that not everyone you meet and befriend sticks around.
Some come, some go..
Then there are the people that stand beside you through all the storms and last a lifetime.
Those are the keepers.
The thing is, though, I used to think that I wanted everyone to be a keeper…
But that’s just not how life works sometimes.
It’s hard when you’re missing someone or wondering why they don’t call anymore.. and you don’t always know why some fade away for no real reason.
But, over time, I slowly started to understand more about life and why I had struggled with losing people for so long.
Everyone, everything, even the places you go has a purpose- everything happens for a reason.
I just didn’t want to open my eyes to reality because I thought it would hurt too much.
Yeah, it did hurt- losing people is never easy, but I started to understand that I lost some so that I could begin to find more of me..
Instead of focusing my time and energy on temporary people anymore, I began to take a closer look in the mirror..
And that kind of soul searching is the deepest and rawest kind of truth I had ever found..
I had been ignoring the stuff that I had buried..because it was easier that way.
The moment I began to truly see myself for who I was- was when my healing started to happen.
The guilt, the remorse, and even the regrets slowly started slipping away through my fingers as I elevated my heart, mind, and soul.
That doesn’t mean it didn’t hurt, because there are still times when the truth smacks me squarely in the heart and takes my breath away.
But that’s just part of the journey- my quest to uncover those parts of me that I had buried that lie dormant all this time.
So, I’m finally facing my demons, asking the hard questions, and digging deep into my darkest places on my path to finally becoming whole.
While I don’t think I’ll ever stop evolving, growing, and becoming better,
I’ve taken the most difficult step of all:
Starting and opening my eyes.
If I’m ever going to truly love myself and the people in my life, I have to heal, find myself and be free of the negative stuff and people for the first time in my life.
It won’t be easy, it won’t be fast, but I know that it will be totally worth it.
I’m worth it and so is my happiness.
And finding myself and my joy has been worth every tear, hurt, and loss along the way.




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