Zoanna

LIFE
2022-05-27 08:00:34 (UTC)

Okay I was thinking about ..

Okay I was thinking about something. It just crossed my mind... do you think Del agreed that he'd break up with me first before he starts liking someone? what is the other reason there aside from a girl involved? like what could possibly be a reason for him to break up with me? I am turning this one statement he made earlier in different ways now lol

I can only think of my belief.. my religion can be a reason yknow... my personality can be one too... i mean, a lot of guys just leave because I am boring yknow.. or because I can't have sex with them lol or because I lose interest in them really fast.. like most of them in real life just look at me like I am a bank yknow.. some of them believes that I am stupid so they just try their luck.. I have seen it with a lot of relationships here but I don't want that.. You want to date me, we go 50/50 into this unless we go further, then yeah... whatever percentage we go with as long as we are sure that we understand and have each other's back now.. in real life, I never see them again after the first encounter because of shit... I may be nice and all but I am also not stupid... life fuck bruh, you a man or a kid? I have no problem with spending money on you... and that depends on my own loving self feeling it is okay and that I see fits... but if you start asking or demanding money and attention from me after one day? bye bruh.... It's not because I don't want to date a broke guy (even though I am broke too lol), it is because of that attitude yknow.. like I hate that attitude.. like you can give me all the attention I want so that you can use me for money but literally have 0 feelings for me lol.. like I don't want that.. I may be desperate for attention from a guy but not that desperate to be used as a fucking toy.... Like I want a man who is able to stand and willing to accept help.. someone who has the will to do whatever it takes to become the person he wants to become... I can help with that.. But not only that too.. only if he has the heart to stay loyal to me too πŸ˜‚ I ain't fucking a hoe lol nope never... no matter how successful a guy becomes and all sexy and that..but if he is disrespectful and not loyal, then fuck bruh you ugly in my eyes ... met a guy who is an accountant lol he has his own car and house... met him at the club and wanted to have lunch.. i did not show up,.. He showed up at my job lol he was nice and all... one thing that made me fucking drop him was when he opened his mouth at the restaurant...fuck he was so rude to the waiter... He acted all high and mighty the whole time we were there. I wanted to punch him in the face that day.. I remember apologizing to the waiter, left a tip, and left.. he kept calling but I did not answer.. he came to my workplace and I told him that it was not working... I know that I sound like I judged him but man..one was enough.. He did it on the road, brag about himself to his friends while keeping his hand around my waste (which was fucking uncomfortable since we were NOT dating)... and yeah... Remember that I told you I am not a patient woman? yeah... Accountant or not, I ain't dating shit..but yeah... anyways, now I am blabbing and all... okay.. so yeah





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