Zoanna

LIFE
2022-05-26 06:47:24 (UTC)

Bruh I got heaps of things I ..

Bruh I got heaps of things I want to write on my blog but I'm like....so fucking lazy... After how many readings and assignments, I just feel like I do not have time anymore to think and organize my thoughts aye... like my brain gets fried after all those shit...

Oh and did I say that Del sent his picture? he looks cute with his glasses.. I have met a lot of white people and they are very picky...I don't mean as in.. picky with a few things.. they are REALLY picky.. with looks and all that.. I saw Del's photo and I am like.. okay I am going to look shit beside him... I think about school and being productive, I am like a poop beside him.. now when it comes to looks? yeah I feel like poop too... I wear glasses too and I am tall too.. I am 5"11 and he is 6"2.. see there? a poop too... but I am not worried about looking like a poop beside him tho lol I am worried about how he will see this poop beside him..... I wonder what he is like without reading my diary in the beginning... is he saying all the right words because he read my diary in the beginning? like.... I don't know... but really! I am not worried about being a poop beside him because I know I got a brain too lol like if he leaves me, it is okay... I will make a living by myself anyways..he promised that he will break up with me before he starts liking someone else hehe I hope he will not leave but I don't know... I will not try to make him stay if he does not want to yknow... but yeah anyways... He has a goal and a mindset to achieve it.. he got it? I am down to help him achieve it no matter what... if he wants to break up, I will still help him by finding ways to help him get where he wants to be... but if he gets to where he wants to be and then decides to look at me like an actual poop hehehe I love saying poop now.. anyways, when he gets there and he decides to forget about me and move forward by himself... then ... I don't know...time will tell ☺ so yeah! we talked earlier but then I got knocked out by the medicines lol I was sick the whole week and became worse yesterday...

anyways, I am just now going to focus on my other assignment and submit it... this week is about internship sooooo I am just going to read about it and submit it.. I know I will take this course again next semester because this is the one I am failing in lol nice going with trying to overcome procrastination lol like I have a lot of time to finish them and all but stupid ass always delay things.. until Del came in, cursing my ass nicely to study lol well here I am... I did well yesterday ..I finished all of my quizzes on time, plus my essay, plus all the readings...now I have the last ones for this week to due in on Sunday...so yeah... I am doing a good job so far this week even though I feel like shit...




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