Tati

Sad to be alive

School makes me sad to be alive.
My parents waking me up for it makes me sad to wake up from my sleep.
Overdue homework makes me sad I hadn’t died those few months ago.
The sun makes me wish I were blind. Too bright. Like I’ve been hit with one of those flash grenade things.

I wish I’d spent those 3 days in bed sleeping and reading instead of anything else.
Sweet bread and cheezits.
I’ve never been hungry. Today I want to be consumed by my blankets.