Tati

Is there something wrong with me

I need to (I did, as of creating this entry) delete that app. It’s not even me writing for real, just dropping fantasies into it, and I don’t need to be channeling any of that lmao.
In reality I don’t feel that interested in anything, so I don’t know how to deal. I end up getting sucked into that sort of thing.

It’s hard to get attached to shows I watch. Hard to continue playing a game. Hard to write consistently (in a physical journal). Many things are more difficult than they need to be.

Stating things as fact should not feel like complaining.

But I can’t turn back to things that are even more unhealthy.

I can’t help but feel that it’s all so boring though. I don’t feel like doing anything. Even sleeping sounds boring right now.