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Insanity

I think I'm slowly going insane. I woke up at 4:30 am, took a shower and cried for half an hour. I can't take this anymore. But you see, I can't text. I don’t have the mental stability to talk to him normally. And I'm sure he's tired of calming people down by now. Ofc I wont be a burden.

I was checking wapp call list and it goes like this-
Today (1)
Yesterday (3)
20 May (1)
19 May (1)
18 May (1)
16 May (2)
15 May (4)

See? Isn’t this the behavior of a crazy person? I feel so scared for myself. I really am not in a stable position. I can't do this anymore. Still not gonna text though.