dvb

taking heed
2022-05-21 07:55:03 (UTC)

if you're not in goblin mode

you're not paying attention.

also, last night, as i spent another friday goblining, i remembered that i can actually stop ruminating about "feelings" and replace them with being fascinated by the what and the who. lament. sure, lament, that scratches an itch. i love lament. but out beyond unmet expectations or hopes is , a recognized, objective experience that was remarkable to me. remarkable to be a part of and have in my memory bank. i don't need much to feel satisfaction.

this could all change by tonight and probably will. but i'm already codifying it in a different way in my brain. this is the process. i keep all my exes in a cool little chamber that i visit sometimes. and frankly, it's, you know, it fits my lifestyle better this way. goblin 4 lyfe.




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