Halcón

Dilemma

It's been 10 days since I saw his activities online. Is this a hint from him telling me to knock him? What if I'm mistaken? But um, how can it be a mistake, I literally write that I wouldn’t text until I see his online activities on 11 and since 11, I see nothing. Am I going insane? He himself told me that I'm toxic and manipulative. Idk man. What should I do?

My heart says text him and let him know that I love him. My brain just goes nooooooo you have tons of pressure on you right now what if you’re wrong, what are you gonna do if he misbehaves. And I'm just sitting here, not being able to comprehend what I should do. Wish he could send me another hint, like double hints so I could just text? I don't know man.