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Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
2022-05-15 20:55:06 (UTC)

A Trip Down Memory Lane! ❤️

Listening to: Selena Gomez - The Heart Wants What It Wants
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Good Evening!⚡
This song has been on my mind all weekend. Even when I started the car to drive home. This song came on the radio. It's there for a reason. It holds so much meaning for me.

It's storming. Thundering and lightning! I love storms. I arrived home around 3:30pm today. It was an absolutely gorgeous weekend. It was very warm and beautiful. The water was much warmer this weekend. We were able to do lots of boating and I even had a nice swim across the lake both mornings we were there. We brought out the sea-doos and water skis. I also managed to rake all around the cottage and clean up some sticks. Pine needles are a huge pain up there. My ground had a nice carpet of them lol. I cleaned all those up, till next year lol. It looks really good. I planted some hostas and hung a few planters of fresh flowers. We went for long walks in the woods and I collected Burch tree sticks for a craft I am doing. The renovations continue this week. They have been doing such an amazing job, I am over the moon happy with it. I always hate leaving there. It's my serenity. It's my happy place. Nothing exists when I am there. I forget about everything and just exist. I always hate leaving lol

o0o thunder, scared me haha. I went to the greenhouse when I came home today and bought a peach tree and more strawberry plants. I intend to plant the peach tree and some veggie plants tomorrow after work. I am only working till 1 pm so not bad. I planted grapes and strawberry plants the other day. I really want to become more self-sufficient as far as my vegetables and fruit are. I don't want to depend on grocery stores for that when I can grow and jar my own. I use to do it, many years ago and I am excited to do it again. I also washed and hung out my bedding on the line and now have fresh bedding to jump into tonight :)

I received a text from a guy I dated when I was 17. He is the man I left my family home with. We moved in together. We were together for just shy of two years. He and I actually conceived a child together but I had a stroke a few months into the pregnancy and sadly we lost the baby. It was really difficult for me to grieve while with him. I felt he was very nonchalant about it. I know now we all grieve differently, While it was neither of our faults, we just drifted apart and I moved on my own. It was then, a few months later, that I met the love of my life Jordan who passed tragically a year later. Anyways, we have been texting a bit and having some really good conversations. I am not sure why he chooses now to tell me I was "the one who got away" My family liked him. He loved my Dad so that does tug at my heart a little bit and because of that. I will always care about him, always have. While I don't feel the love I felt for him that I once did. We have followed one another on Facebook for years and have exchanged a few messages on messenger over the years. He asked me for lunch on Tuesday and I did accept the invite. It will be nice to catch up.
I thennnnn found another message in my spam folder from almost a month ago on Facebook from a guy I was head over heels in love with at 15. We dated and we were both head over heels in love until his family had to move away. I remember him so fondly. I remember I was in the hospital for a few days. He rode his bike for 2 hours to come to sit with me then another 2 hours back home. He was such a sweetheart. He genuinely cared for me, and I cared so deeply for him. I apologized and told him I did not get his message until then. He's now more local and just wanted to say hello so we have been speaking as well. Why are so many coming up from the past? It's really odd, so many in such a short time. A trip down memory lane :)

Well, really not much else to write so I will share my daily tarot read from my friend and fellow spiritual medium. I hope it resonates with some of you.
💜Spirit has been guiding you to do things in moderation but you may have been ignoring their message. Now is not the time for extremes or for stressful situations or relationships. Listen carefully to what your guides have to say today as they are sending you LOTS of signs and messages which shouldn't be looked over. Here are some messages I got
💜They're telling you that there's a new beginning coming but you keep focusing on the past.
💜Also, something you're doing is keeping you stuck, it's draining your energy, so you must change this immediately in order to have more harmony and peace.
💜A Virgo is going to be reaching out to see how you are or attempt a reconciliation. You've seen this coming from a mile off. You just know what's about to happen.
💜Someone may try to pick out an argument with you. Ignore them. Literally, just act as if they don't exist. You don't need to engage in this. It's childish behavior from them and most likely Mercury Rx is affecting the communication here.
💜Connect with yourself through meditation. You have psychic abilities which you're ready to delve deeper. Visualize opening each chakra and be still for a few minutes. See what comes to you.
💜A job offer for overseas work is coming for some. You'll be able to enjoy a trial period before committing. I think this will be such a good chance of scenery and you'll enjoy being abroad for however long you choose.
💜If you're trying to diet, then it's time to stop being so judgemental of yourself. Everything in moderation.

Have a beautiful night!💜




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