Tati

I lied. Another one.

Eating is a disgusting thing.
Makes you look disgusting afterwards.
Make you feels disgustingly full.
Makes you think of how you look while eating.
Makes you have awkward over-meal conversation with people.

I’m realizing I’m quite an awkward person. Anxious even. When it comes to people. I do think I need to help to get over it. But I don’t know how to get it. I just don’t want to feel like I have to automatically exclude myself from everyone. Like it’s better that I am not heard or seen. And I want to speak louder, as though I wanna be heard. It’s so hard to open my mouth and speak :(, doesn’t that warrant some concern on my part. It’s certainly uncomfortable.