always wth love

Venusgurl
2022-05-13 19:15:36 (UTC)

A story about Freedom, Burnt-out and more DMS + my Ex

My parents has been out of town for a week and brother and I had the whole house to ourselves. It was a nice break from the toxic dysfunctional narrasstic environment. It's been highly dramatic since last year which had everyone walking on eggshells. Anyway , my parents come back early in the morning tomorrow mostly before noon honestly sucks. I honestly enjoy the peace and quite my thoughts what I'd to get done for myself.
I've been dealing with a lot of burnt-out lately especially when it comes to daily routine. We have our furr babies that I truly love but they are a lot but I have acknowledged that I would be very long time till get my own furr baby.

As for my love life it will be a different story because I want a kids like YESTERDAY.

I don't know this is happening to another women over on tiktok when it comes to content creaters when you follow back have you asked if you are married with kids this isn't the first time I've got this question??? Yet this have brought so much on my mind when it comes to my ex. I don't know how feel am quite anxious about meeting men on app but taking a slow for the most part. The content creater was asking questions are so on point at that very critical moment I felt like was being scammed not catfish it felt that way tbh. I finally felt a bit more at ease it took a while to feel alright. I was still highly alert ⚠️ which it's been heightened LATELY which is damaging to my spirit.

My own self of trust has been shattered s from my parents the relationship isn't fully acknowledged tbh 🙃 😕 I'm trying to learn it's alright.


My ex has given me good advice so I'll have to breathe and just myself what I learned from my own relationship and observations of my toxic parents relationship. Literally been a shit show to be caught up in throughout my early 20s into my mid 20s.

I'm ready to jump into what summer has to offer me. I'm ready to dive into what God has to offer me I'm ready to be to let my fears go and dive into new possibilities.

I'll try update you guys more next month.
As always stay safe 🙏🏽 ❤
Always wth love




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