Sowon

Diary of shadows
2022-05-12 13:22:20 (UTC)

Now there s no one left whom ..

Now there s no one left whom i can tell my real thoughts
Some take me fr granted ...some dont need me ....whereas some need me but only as their garbage box...to tell how bad was their day...not bothering to ask bout mine....mine life isnt that bad ...i have a roof to live ...money enough to live with....nor do i lack emotional support....
What i need for now is a change ...nowdays i feel like i m continuously keep moving on a treadmill ...i keep on being stuck in my room for whole day....just enviing other people in short dresses and with hot shots....i dont wish for these but i just need a pretty simple life.....a medical apron a stethoscope....confident eyes ...security and sincerity in my life....i need a place to go to....i need some people who reach out to me for real. I need a real work man
Damn! writing after a month i m just spouting nonsense....
Lets just forget what i said ....and try to turn our real lyf into a fantasy...maybe who knows if i work hard and become the lead...i would come face to face with a lovable vampire...or magician hubby~🤗😉




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