Tati

This school pisses me off. ..

This school pisses me off.
It’s the little things.
Slow walkers, people that stand in the middle of the hallway for no reason, teachers just deciding to assign projects.
The volume of the classroom managing to overpower my “noise cancelling headphones.”
The fact that I know I can be perceived.
It all just makes me mad, especially mad at the fact that I can’t do anything about it. I want to go home I’d work there, especially knowing that this is the alternative. I just want to bash my head in right now. These people are too loud. And I’m too dumb alr to work without unnecessary stuff going on around me.

I should’ve faked sick or something. I don’t have any faith in myself anyway. Why am I here.

I’m angry and there’s nothing I can do about it. Except work. For a school I hate. I can’t even see it as working for myself. I just can’t. Anger feels childish and that makes me angry too.
I don’t even wanna say anything. Everything feels stupid. I want to go home and go back to sleep.