Tati

How am I doing ..

How am I doing today?
Oh, absolutely terrible. I just want to die. I don't even want to go home, but I don't want to stay here either.
Feeling?
Ungrateful and over-something. Not good.

Too whiny.

So not okay with being in the same environment as these people. Just no thanks.
yeah yeah oh oo woah woah babeh I need to knowoah mmm youre exciting boy come find me your eyes told me girl come r

what im trying to get at is that im not okay with being alive like this
not at all
i have a problem with myself right now
im uncomfortable internally
no im not talking to you, im talking to *them*
obviously

what do I need?
I need to go back to sleep but i need to work and do all the things that humans are required to do everyday
my daily due diligence
but i want to sleep
dont even want to watch videos and imagine
Yo quiero dormir. Yo gustaria dormir. or something
RIP THAT PSY AYYEE IM GOIN IN TONGITH

today is confusing, even sadness is more manageable/easily navigated than confused irritation. i dont like this. no i dont like it at all.

so im going to drop this entire day like its hot and pretend that life is funner than i think it is
play game watch thing eat thing and sleep, ill manage to get something done amidst the chaos most likely
maybe

I NEARLY FORGOT LYING WAS A CONCEPT 😭