Slowly descending into madness
The great academia dream is to leave the fucking academia.
I'm absolutely frustrated with research. Everything I'm pulling up to get secondary data is pretty much all lies. These people will do one thing called "cite for cite", I'm learning new stuff everyday. Like how to be a fraud and shit like that.
And I didn’t know how government projects work before. That's another mess. They will fund anyone who has a higher position in the power hierarchy. It’s insane. Idk how people work for the government days after days. This is super frustrating.
On the other hand, there are two good news:
1. Prolly it'll rain soon. I'm hopeful. And prolly on Eid day.
2. Tabaq has opened a coffeeshop in Dhanmondi, right beside nerdy beans!!! I'm super happy after a long time. I don’t have to go to Bashundhara yay.
I'm going out after a long time tomorrow. Juka is driving me nuts, she thinks I'm suicidal because I'm staying in. Bruh ok.
Edit: I forgot to add, I got a bit of money as Eid salami ahahahaha. That too from a senior. Idk man it was kind of sweet of him to send me that. I laughed.