2022-04-23 11:18:00 (UTC)
I want to erase myself, for a number of reasons.
1. I feel like a disgusting creature, this sick and gross.
2. My thoughts. Everything about them. I’d rather I didn’t think, to be honest.
3. My body. Looks.
Dizziness, or something, despite lying down.
So I’d just like to stop thinking. All of my thoughts are dumb and I don’t want them to reflect me. This body is ugly and I don’t it to be me. This sickness is gross and I don’t want it in me.