Slowly descending into madness
I'm not angry about the whole playlist thing, I'm just a bit hurt. That's the only thing I wanted from him. When I got super angry or sad to function, I used to resort to that playlist. So yes, I held it close to my heart to the point he made it private and I cried for few hours. It hurts. It was mine to hold on to. And if someone doesn’t realise it after knowing me so well, I don’t know what to think anymore.