AnnieKee99

Heroine
2022-04-13 02:37:21 (UTC)

Sleeping in the Daytime

I'm still reeling from that beautiful expression of life. I had not been so moved since American Dirt. Now I am trying to generate value with every moment of my time so I do not focus on the process.

Normally I am the type of person to appreciate the details but I'm over it. I'm on constant daily introspection. I am working on me. Trying not to balk and squack angrily when I make typos that get to the print phase, walking nightmares and projections I DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO, or have to waste an hour clearing my mind of thoughts that don't belong to me.

For a while now I have been dimed out---SNITCHED ON. Like the pain from Nov 17-Feb 14, now its like no matter what medium I use, the thought is not vibrant enough and my abusers are right there. I don't know how many others suffered (through) child abuse, but it was always a big deal that you don't tell. They growl and separate you and give yoU dirty looks and treat you different in fRont of the other kids. ๐Ÿ›They try to make you beg.

With that I will wander off in my own mind, I'm under a โšœChartiers bridge in 2006 losing a friendship but loving the stars. I'm trying not to be too angry about the wet and dry rashes and bumps all over my body. Everybody wants a simple life, to be loved and respected. I am beyond where words can describe.

So after manning up like everybody else (don't see sh#,๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™‰๐Ÿ™Š cant ๐Ÿ’hear feel ๐Ÿ†nor smell s#, Heyy CenturyIII?#!)

I CAN narrow it down to a physical anxiety of feeling clumped ๐Ÿฅจand ๐Ÿง…being๐Ÿ„ crowded, then having these๐Ÿค very inappropriate astral projections where I shrink, hug, and skitter๐Ÿฆ like a horse. I know that is very specific, not narrow, and OBVIOUSLY NOT INDUCED๐Ÿพ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿพ IN ANY WAY.

So I look up emotional attachment because it feels like a mix of physical and emotional. It is exhausting and annoying, and since ending my commute schedule it has quadrupled in frequency. I don't want to cry or scream or strike anyone. But I want it to stop

How to Stop Being Emotionally Attached to Someone๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅดโžฟ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ’”โ˜„๐Ÿž๐Ÿฅ•๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿคบ๐Ÿ‡๐Ÿ—ฃ๐Ÿคซ

Clarify your values. ... Revisit or discover hobbies. ... Lean on friends/family for support. ... Give yourself time. ... Keep a regular schedule. ... Speak with a licensed therapist. ... Slow things down and work on developing positive habits. ... Write a list of “whys”๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ•ณ๐Ÿ’ฅ

Try to get into a relationship for the right reasons. ... Take things slowly. ... Make sure you have your own lives. ... Nourish your friendships and familial relationships. ... Don't expect your partner to fulfil all your needs. ... Take pride in your independence.

I don't want to pretend or play I have nothing to highlight. I take a risk everytime I express a thought and my life feels congested. I just want the next mature thing to happen.๐Ÿคก๐Ÿ‘บ

SLEEP SLEEP (%&$<%'*%#^%*$@]





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