Slowly descending into madness
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2022-04-11 10:13:37 (UTC)


I am not doing well. I sleep a lot everytime I get a chance. I see horrible nightmares, stuff like people are dying, they're falling off from rooftop. I am suicidal to some extent. I crossed the road again like I wanted to kill myself. I jumped off from the bus in front of a speeding bike because I can. And I am not doing well.

This isn't a cry for help. I'm being extremely calm about everything. I do not care about anything anymore.