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Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
2022-03-14 18:59:34 (UTC)

Just A Little Update ❤️

Good Evening!🌙
I had a few messages asking how I am so I thought I would make an entry. One that isn't a song or writing. A life update of sorts although not a lot going on lol. I have missed writing and looking forward to writing more. Thank you to those who took the time to reach out to me❤️

I am doing well. I am working still limited hours by my own choice and the other part I am focused on myself, family, and friends. I am enjoying it. Things are finally opening up here and masks end on Monday, one week away. While some love it, some hate the idea. I for one, love it. It makes my asthma worse to wear them. I struggle to breathe in masks. I will still respect those who choose to wear them. I will still give them their space and even offer them a smile. It's been so long since we have smiled at one another or that could be seen. I miss it.

I have not been on the dating site although I do pop into the BDSM dating site once in a while. It's entertaining lol. Today alone I had one offer me to be his Sugar-Baby haha. No thank you but maybe I should consider a Gas-Daddy haha the price of fuel here is insane. It hit 1.86 per liter last week. It's now down to 1.71 a liter and it cost me $85.00 to fill my tank yesterday on my SUV. Dang. This isn't good. Food has gone up as well. Thankfully I am already a coupon lover and shop sales. Always have so I am focused on those even more. I do get weekly fruits and veggie boxes from a local company here which I love. It's much more cost-effective, local, and right to your door. I did go to the Farmers Market this past weekend so I did not order a box for this week. I also get my meat at a butcher local. I buy it in bulk and fill the freezer once a year. It has saved me so much through the years. I have all types of money-saving tips and tricks lol.

I spent two weekends with P. The two weekends before this past one. We had a lot of fun, but ultimately, I paused on us. If you read here awhile you know there were things I was struggling with when it came to our differences. I still am, and despite him wanting to make changes, so we are on the same page. I cannot and will not ask him to change his life to fit my ideas. That is wrong on so many levels. In some relationships when it ends, you hear "you changed, you are not the same person I fell in love with" What some don't realize is..you were working to change them to fit what you wanted, and sometimes, they did. You also grow together and change is inevitable. I won't let someone knowingly change for me. Break bad habits or improve things they don't like within themselves? Sure! I will be your biggest supporter and your cheerleader in every single aspect of your life. With P, this isn't something about who he is because who he is? Is pretty damn amazing..It's a difference we have on a view of a situation and possible similar situations. I really cannot get into what those are right now but I hope soon. P is incredible. He adores me and I genuinely adore him. He is a good, good man. Just as they say, wrong time, wrong place. We are on two different paths and I am ok with that. We really have not spoken as I did ask for some space and he's been respecting that.

My ex Dom B? He tried sliding into my messages again. He asked me if I was at the mall local to us on a certain day. I was. He said he saw me with a friend of mine and how amazing I looked. How happy I looked and how he missed my smile. He laid it on a bit thick lol. We talked for a bit and he asked me to meet him for a Starbucks. At first, I considered it and then a few days later I told him I felt that door was best left closed. I won't ever be an option to someone, and with him? I was. I know he was seeing others while seeing me. He said he understood and respected it and our conversation ended there.

So am I ready to love again? Hell yes.. I love, love. I am a hopeless romantic. I want the happily ever after but I will find it when the universe brings it to me. My girlfriend who moved here almost a year ago has found an incredible man and I am over the moon for her. He is a good man. We all went out on the weekend to a sports bar and sang karaoke (myself, my best friend E, my other best friend M, and her man) It was really fun. This weekend I am going to an OHL hockey game. If you know me, you know which team is my favorite. I am so happy to be able to attend those again.

Really not much else new. I am doing well. Happy and content right now. Sure there are still issues in the world but I am focusing on the good things. I have had some serious spiritual things happening with me and around me. I will write about those another day.

Tonight? A self-pampering night. Pedicure and a face mask while I suck up puppy cuddles and watch a chick flick. The two-night Bachelor finale starts tonight. Sounds like a perfect night.

Have a beautiful night!💜




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