Cyle

A quiet normal life (as if!
2022-03-10 21:28:55 (UTC)

Not in the mood for anything

Half 9 here and just want this day to be over. The sooner the better. Just end it now.
Work is horrendous, just awful. I’m actually being trolled by my own boss. Maybe I should just ignore her. What a sorry fucking state of affairs.
So the big news is that they are doing “intimate” album launch shows around Europe. It turns out the intimate venue takes almost 900 people though, so I’m not sure how intimate that is. The gig is on Thursday the 31st which is logistically horrible. There’s dozens of reasons why I shouldn’t even consider this. Flights will undoubtedly cost a fortune and I don’t come close to being able to afford it. It’ll probably be a shorter album launch gig, and it’s on a Thursday. That means probably 3 days off work, 2 weeks after I’m taking the week off. Gives no time to platform this and I’m off a day in April too. She’s working the few days leading up to it too which means I’ll need to drop them in. There’s literally no way I should even be considering this, but I am. I have the bones of a week to decide.
On to Wyla and Eva this evening. Eva is being absolutely painful so the bio of her isn’t happening tonight. Wyla is in a good mood which is nice. That’s messenger group I set up for the November gigs is lively too, which is nice to see. Why I even care about that is beyond me, but I’ll take any little win I can these days.
I stayed up till 1am last night. Finished the great train robbery documentary. It’s around for years and was really good. Great cast, lead by Jim Broadbent. Might be one to watch again at some stage. I’d meant to start four lives tonight too, but I’m not bothered at this stage. Wasn’t that tired today surprisingly, but hopefully i’ll get to sleep earlier tonight.
I was supposed to go into the office tomorrow but I’m not going to now. I just need to switch off for a week, make a call on the London gig and hope things are better when I get back. I’m not sure how things could be, but what else can I do?
I’m not even gonna do a bio tonight (of me or any of the girls) which means that this is going to be short. I don’t have any plans for the week off but that’s probably a good thing. I hate going on about it, but I just can’t spend any more money. I’ll read, relax and walk as much as I can, I’ll see if it makes any difference.
Mark is on to me about meeting up on Saturday. It doesn’t suit with GAA etc… but I’ll see if we can arrange something. To be honest I’m not in the mood for him, so we’ll see how this goes. I’m not in the mood for anything now.
Need to take my mind off things so gonna head to bed now and do some reading. What a shitty day and what a shitty time this is. Right I’m done. 30 more seconds of Katherine whatever’s travel program and I’m kicking the television in. I might be better tomorrow, but don’t put any money on it.
Slán go fóill.




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